Thats terrible, because by this time, I’m sure you’re so in love that you’re more than willing to be hurt, just so that you can have that person in your life. I’ve been there, I know exactly how you feel. That restless helpless feeling in the pit of your stomach and all you can do is cry because that’s the only emotion that will come out. It’s so frustrating, like I said, I’ve been there. 

Give yourself one day. One day of full out crying your eyes out, pathetic, laying in bed, eating ice cream, watching soppy disgusting love movies. Then the day after that, start focusing on you. Take all of their shit, and I mean all of it, every last thing that could possibly remind you of them, put it in a box and hide it from yourself. Or dump it, or burn it. I suggest fires. Delete their number, delete their facebook, their tumblr, their twitter account. Because seeing their name pop up on anything is guaranteed to cause those teeny tiny heart stopping, stomach dropping panic attacks that make you wanna puke. Unnecessary. Now, make yourself feel better. Work out every day, go tanning, eat better, make amazing grades, make everything about yourself more positive. Hang out with a different person every day, do stupid crafts, completely reorganize your room, read all the books you’ve seen the movies to. Do stupid shit that you’ve always wanted to do but never took the time. Take time for yourself. 

This is going to be hard, I know. Getting your heart broken is the hardest thing to go through. It’s the rarest pain in the world because it affects every single aspect of your being. However, I promise promise promise that it is temporary. This feeling WILL go away. It’ll start to fade little by little, and one day you’ll wake up and realize that you can’t even remember the last time you thought about them. 

You can do it. The key is to not give up on yourself.